2.08.2010

im BAACCKCKK!

I took a month off. yeah im sorry, to anybody who reads my blog and been wondering where i BEEN? i was on hiatus. ok don't sue me! i missed ya'll too! and i promise i won't leave again w/ out informing ya'll, my readers, or anybody who even pays attention to this thing i call a blog lol. well, imma start promotin again. now that im on twitter alot..i can promote there as well. [shoutout to my 100 and somethin followers lol] its ok, imma get my followers up once i start this blog shit again!

im outtie 2000.

11.22.2009

sometimes i find myself thinking about you..idk why, guess i miss what we had.
you were like my best friend, in a way. i could tell you anything..sometimes i find
myself missing you. but, i know you'll never feel the same way. and since you'll never
ever come and see this i guess its ok to say this...ISTILLLOVEYOU.

BALENCIAGA is my favorite designer.




I wanna take pics like these when i get a bf..











Just A Little Of My Artwork...

Its a message in it...read between the pictures..

One of my favorite songs of all time...

11.19.2009

life is a blur.

So...life isn't so well right abt now. I been goin through alot of shit and I dnt really have people to vent to so I vent to y'all. I'm kind of like an emotionless person..I am beginning to notice. I dnt trust people because people tend to lead you astray. I am real big on trust. I really been distant from alot of my friends sometimes I be like fuck it I dnt need friends because imma always have my mama. I stay tlkn to her 98% of the time, but a couple of things I keep to myself just because. I just dnt feel the need to tell a person anything anymore. It's just pointless..I love music thouh. It blocks alot of things goin on in my life. I really been listenin to Common, Monica, Kanye West and etc.. Because I can relate to alot of shit in they music..it I'll be good though..I'm super good.......

- Posted from my iPhone

11.18.2009

i've been silenced long enough.

ok..ok. everyone has had their say so about the Rihanna & Chris Brown situation.
its actually time for me to speak out about it because i have been mute quite long.
first of all, i think you hypocrits should stop thinking of Chris Brown as the victim. in my eyes, both of them suffered from some type of abuse. Rihanna suffered from his physical abuse, and Chris experienced some horrific abuse mentally and physically in his childhood. Not in any way, form or fashion am i saying it is absolutely ok to hit a woman. Its very wrong. However, who knows what happened on this night! And we may never know because there is always two sides to every story. Rihanna could have provoked this situation, but was Chris wrong for reacting the way he did? I'm not going to say yes or no because she could have been hitting him which made him go to physical measures. It may seem as if i am taking sides, but I'm not. I'm just tired of the negative exposure Chris is getting. Did they stop Bobby Brown's radio/video play when he use to beat Whitney? or did they stop Ike when he use to beat Tina? NO! They continued to think everything was wonderful. This has been itching at me for awhile because I hate the way the media is portray him. I LOVE CHRIS! and i also like Rihanna's music. In the end, Chris it was unacceptable to strike her, but i'm still rockin with you regardless! And any real fans would be behind you 100% too...




11.15.2009

it's been awhile..

Thank god for this beautiful Sunday.
Well it's been awhile blogspot, the older I get I feel like the less pple I need around me. Of course you'll always need "family and friends" supposedly..sometimes the pple you thought you could confide in, let you dwn. So when they lend me they shouldrs, I nvr cry on them. This world is crazy because I'm not where I want to be yet. I will get there with the mercy of GOD.