i'm used to being lied to..
i'm used to being the unknown one..
i'm used to being judged by what i have on..
i'm used to the stares and the wondering eyes..
i'm used to the being the shy girl that no one really talks to..
i'm used to people going against me saying i won't be a designer..
i'm used to teachers always telling me i have an attitude because i say one word in class, and its "Shut Up"..
i'm used to striving for the top when its always somebody trying to pull you back under..
i'm used to people coming in and out of my life like a revolving door..
i'm used to dudes not liking me for me, but for what i can do for them..
i'm used to people asking me, "Am I Shy?" just because I don't say anything to them..
i'm used to being the girl who use to fight unanimously in elementary school..
i'm used to my body not fitting into society's standards..
i'm used to dating liars, cheaters, under-achievers, etc..
i'm used to "friends" not believing in me..
i'm immune to all of these things because its just things i've been told my whole life. I've dealt with all of these things since I was born.. Its not that i want to change my personality or dreams.. but i will prove all these people wrong.. i will have a career in fashion, if i don't become a designer.. I will have a non-profit organization for teenage girls.. I will find a loyal, full of personality dude who is willing to love and cherish me for me.. I will do all of these things by the grace of GOD! and he is the only one who have been there every step of the way and not doubting me..along w/ my mother.. but watch, just watch closely, squint if you have to.. I WILL BECOME A REALITY AND NOT JUST A CLICHE.