11.22.2009

sometimes i find myself thinking about you..idk why, guess i miss what we had.
you were like my best friend, in a way. i could tell you anything..sometimes i find
myself missing you. but, i know you'll never feel the same way. and since you'll never
ever come and see this i guess its ok to say this...ISTILLLOVEYOU.

BALENCIAGA is my favorite designer.




I wanna take pics like these when i get a bf..











Just A Little Of My Artwork...

Its a message in it...read between the pictures..

One of my favorite songs of all time...

11.19.2009

life is a blur.

So...life isn't so well right abt now. I been goin through alot of shit and I dnt really have people to vent to so I vent to y'all. I'm kind of like an emotionless person..I am beginning to notice. I dnt trust people because people tend to lead you astray. I am real big on trust. I really been distant from alot of my friends sometimes I be like fuck it I dnt need friends because imma always have my mama. I stay tlkn to her 98% of the time, but a couple of things I keep to myself just because. I just dnt feel the need to tell a person anything anymore. It's just pointless..I love music thouh. It blocks alot of things goin on in my life. I really been listenin to Common, Monica, Kanye West and etc.. Because I can relate to alot of shit in they music..it I'll be good though..I'm super good.......

- Posted from my iPhone

11.18.2009

i've been silenced long enough.

ok..ok. everyone has had their say so about the Rihanna & Chris Brown situation.
its actually time for me to speak out about it because i have been mute quite long.
first of all, i think you hypocrits should stop thinking of Chris Brown as the victim. in my eyes, both of them suffered from some type of abuse. Rihanna suffered from his physical abuse, and Chris experienced some horrific abuse mentally and physically in his childhood. Not in any way, form or fashion am i saying it is absolutely ok to hit a woman. Its very wrong. However, who knows what happened on this night! And we may never know because there is always two sides to every story. Rihanna could have provoked this situation, but was Chris wrong for reacting the way he did? I'm not going to say yes or no because she could have been hitting him which made him go to physical measures. It may seem as if i am taking sides, but I'm not. I'm just tired of the negative exposure Chris is getting. Did they stop Bobby Brown's radio/video play when he use to beat Whitney? or did they stop Ike when he use to beat Tina? NO! They continued to think everything was wonderful. This has been itching at me for awhile because I hate the way the media is portray him. I LOVE CHRIS! and i also like Rihanna's music. In the end, Chris it was unacceptable to strike her, but i'm still rockin with you regardless! And any real fans would be behind you 100% too...




11.15.2009

it's been awhile..

Thank god for this beautiful Sunday.
Well it's been awhile blogspot, the older I get I feel like the less pple I need around me. Of course you'll always need "family and friends" supposedly..sometimes the pple you thought you could confide in, let you dwn. So when they lend me they shouldrs, I nvr cry on them. This world is crazy because I'm not where I want to be yet. I will get there with the mercy of GOD.

10.29.2009

Twitter...

ok...so im about to make my 4th fckn twitter!
i knw i knw...imma keep this one up because i gotta get Trey Songz to say Happy Birthday to my best friend on Nov. 30;
she love this dude..
imma make it happen!

im 18 now, im legal, you can harass me!

yup..im 18 now;
i turned 18 oct.28.
it feels good, well im still young,
but now i can do a couple of things...
but once it turn 21, THAT'S iT!
i don't drink, don't really want to, so i'll nevr be WASTED!
i don't like the fact of not knowing what i'm doing or abt to do..
well i ain't been on my blog in bout 20 days...
so i had to come through!...
im out..oh yeah,

DOWNLOAD THAT NO CEILINGS!

No Ceilings!


if you aint got it...you betta get it;

10.05.2009

Nicki on some real spit..

Hottest MC's in the Game...


ok..so be fair dondiva...jay-z does deserve #1 right?

10.04.2009

10.02.2009

Crystal Renn







Happy Birthday Mohandas Karamchand Gandhi

somanymemories.

Remember: When Auchan's was open and you could buy groceries and school clothes!
Remember: People use to go to Astroworld to fight!
Remember: Astroworld was everybody first job!
Remember: When everybody wanted to ride Metro!
Remember: When Astroworld was open!
Remember: Them melissa's for girls was hot!
Remember: We use to wake up early in the morning and catch them cartoons on ABC13!
Remember: Boys use to buy they dickies from fiesta!
Remember: Metro use to cost like 50 cent to ride!
Remember: FUBU, Platinum FUBU, and jerseys was the thing to wear!
Remember: The first bunny hop contest!
Remember: Keenan & Kel was the only black show on Nick!
Remember: When Welcome to Goodburger the movie came out!
Remember: @ Chuck E Cheese we use to try and win all them tickets then we realized we was spending more money tryna win the tickets than the big prize actual price! (3,000 & 4,000 tickets)
Remember: Nobody wore Polo, it was all about Tommy Hilfiger!
Remember: Z-ro came out w/ the Mo City Don freestyle, and EVERYBODY from texas know it by heart.
Remember: Gulla Gulla Island was the ish too watch!
Remember: Hey Arnold from Nickolodeon?
Remember: Dudes use to wear they jerseys backwards!
Remember: When niggas use to lose EVERYTHING at Astroworld?
Remember: When nobody use to go to Edwards Movie Theater because it was the "white" movie theater..
Remember: The hot boys was takin over the NATION at one point!
Remember: Rugrats use to come on? Then they grew up = (
Remember: everybody had that nokia phone...the one where you can change the faceplates!
Remember: when mike jones use to say his number on Street Flava[before he was hot]..(281)-330-8004!
Remember: Blodgett, Almeda, Lockwood and Butler skating rinks were the biz! Until that girl got shot at butler...
Remember: they changed TAAS test to TAKS test!
Remember: Stanford 10 use to be Stanford 9!
Remember: when it was cool to rock du-rags in public.


SMH...my how times have changed!

9.30.2009

Real Street Dude..

Andy Warhol's / Marlyn Monroe Air 90'z



in love with..

9.29.2009

Ask Lil Wayne Who The 5 Star Chick Is...


damn.

To the love of my life..










sorry i couldn't be there to celebrate with you sweetie..i wish you many more!

my best friend would die laughin if he seen this..

247HH MTV2 Wild Tour Stories: Lil Wayne Extended Cut from MCM on Vimeo.

mindlessbloggin'

well..its finna be october.
which means my birthday is almost here.
im finna be 18.
yup..finally.
i thank god for everyday i do see.
i went to the emergency room today, i was totally sick.
i got pharyngitis.
just a fancy word for a extremely sore throat.
thank god it wasnt swine flu..

9.15.2009

i promise its the last post abt [kanye]..

ok..the media been going really hard at ye. like, its ridiculous. yes he wrong for what he did. FCK! he apologized x i feel like his apology was very sincere. again, this man lost his mother, his only best friend, x on top of that he's an entertainer. losing your mom is like a piece of you dying..a loss that great is hard to overcome x he has no time to himself, so its like his name's floating in the media at all times. paparazzi following him everywhere he goes. x yet, he still chooses to entertain us. x i love his music w/ a passion. everything he do...pple talk. its never anything good, all bad. the media dnt care if you do something good, they'll give you a pat on the back. maybe. but oh, do something terrible! after 30 seconds, yo ass is on the internet getting blasted times 100! i promise. give him some credit. he is still trying to cope, you don't know what its like to live a day in the life of "Kanye Omari West." pple on the outside looking in dnt knw whats going on. stop ur fckn talking. (sry if i'm being a little explicit). stop going at kanye's neck, he apologized, wtf do you want? whats done is done. he can't take back that moment, so we might as well forget it! if he feel like beyonce should've won, then maybe he should have kept it bottled in x saved it for the blog, BUT HE DIDN'T. so oh well, i like taylor x i'm sorry her moment got taken away. i'm awfully sorry taylor. shouts out to you. he is very sorry. im team kanye til the death of it. i been rockin since college dropout, why would i stop now. did i stop when he had his other moments at the VMA's. anyways, kanye i understand what it's like losing someone you love, x God is with you every step of the way. i promise.

iluvyoukanyewest.

9.14.2009

sxy beast.


the cudder.


= )

the incident.



istillluvyoukanye. but taylor's a nice girl! it's like you crushed a kitten dude. but we knw how ur egotistical ass is.

ye's moment @ the VMA's (parody video)

on kanye's moment @ VMA's..

ok..ok, everybody else talkin abt it so, i also have something to say.. yes, kanye was wrong for stealing Taylor's speech/moment.. it was utterly disrespectful x she's only 17! yet.. we all knw how Kanye is! he is gonna do what he wants when he wants.. he will make a scene.. may we forget the song, "cant tell me nothing." but he did be man enough x apologize via his blog (www.kanyewest.com/blog) .. but everyone is entitled to their own opinion so why judge him, how many times has he done this? remember this: "george bush doesn't like black people." i mean he just a real ass nigga x this is a country of free speech right? let's not judge Kanye Omari West.. he did what he did, this has nothing to do w/ his ego. i do agree he went about it the incorrect way but...to each its own..

peace.
istillluvyoukanye.

9.13.2009

tweet' me.

www.twitter.com/koolestgrlevr


ya girl is on twitter .. again; from twitter, i plan to gain some connects ya know? im tryna get shit poppin x since twitter is where the important pple hang, i said, "might as well!"

chillin'...

today. i learned something about myself.. like, i can really fckn draw/sketch. i didn't know this because i thought my ish was amateur. but today i recognized something peculiar.. i can look at something and draw it.. it won't be perfection of course because i only been doin this shit abt 3 months.. x im not consistent w/ it which i should be! but its my fault.. blame me.. but im gon make my dreams come true! i promise..!

9.12.2009

"my name Wale x i came to get it."


yoooo wale...im feeling you nigga!

Nike Blazer - Selvage Denim



st8 frm kanye's blog..these things are fresher than fresh

ladygagadopecover.

2010 Mercedes-Benz SLS AMG


hmmm... picture me rollin'?

Its speechless..


BLUEPRINT 3 NIGGA! Something like the best album ever!

A day in the lifee..

"I am what everybody in my past don't want me to be.. guess what? .. i made it.. im the muthafckn man..i just want you to see.. come take a look.. get a load of this nigga.. quit frontin on me.. dnt come around x try x gas me up.. i like runnin on E." i swear that drake be hittin'. ya'll just don't understand..

Salvadore Ferragamo



well when i found this i forgot who they were by..SRY!

more beautiful than the word: love.


i want you. or something similar =)

Nike "Noise"


if i had a bf..i'd buy him one of these =)

Creative Recreations!

i always loved this shoe.

Marc Jacobs Skateboards


like i really dig marc jacobs.. this guy is really inspirational. he makes everything! like thats how i want to be when i create "J'Adore Moi." i want to be ambidexturous x versatile.

The Lego House by James May