nd i ain't know they call me nicki lewinsky?

my lovely niece, taina.

sooo...

today was the first day of senior year.
blah..
it was cool...saw all my niggas.
of course, everybody was STUNTIN'.
like really hard..
too many quick weaves, lacefronts, frontlaces, and etc.
so glad i decided to wear my real hair on the first day.

Regret.

Bow Wow got this new song or whatever. Its called, "Regret." Its realllllyyyyy DOPE. x i would like to say that he really getting his grown man on, on this song. kudos bow. i feel like this one came from tha' heart for real. good luck w/ tha album.

view from the 35th floor of ExxonMobil.

i couldv'e taken a better pic...a more GORGEOUS, BREATH-TAKING ONE, but naaa. I don't photoshop lol. ok im lying, i just didn't wanna get caught slacking on the J-O. =]

angela. the dope one.

i like vanessa too. =] but i really love ANGELA.

damn...if i had money...and she has my favorite bag on by: LOUIS V.

"He who does not feel me is not real to me, therefore he does not exist. So, poof, vamoose, son of a bitch."
-Jay-Z

baby's flying in soonx.

Well my husbands is coming in on friday most likely. I don't get to see him until saturday @ 6:30. bummer right? well we go awhile w/ out seeing each other anyway. last time i seen him was december, x i was really far away from him, so we didn't get to make eye contact like any other time he comes in town to take a night off w/ his wife. its like im really anticipating this visit because my other brother x sister in laws (hypothetically speaking) are coming in w/ him. its my first time seeing them. so im very ecstatic about this! can't you tell?! well, unfortunately one of my other brother in laws got hurt on their way here, so he won't be visiting w/ us, but im sure i'll be able to see him again. i hope surgery goes well on sept.8th; but back to the situation at hand, WAYNE WILL BE HERE SATURDAY, WOODLANDS PAVILLION, 6:30 P.M. x I DON'T HAVE GRASS SEATS THIS TIME, HOW FCKN EXCITED AM I! But like, i always get this excited when his concerts come around, because i've been going to everyone since i was like 14. Well, i love you wayne, i get to see my husband (Weezy) x my boyfriend aka the realist nigga rapping (Jeezy).!

my guilty pleazure.

i mean yes, i have had a post entitled like this before but i mean, i have a new guilty pleazure.

its EBAY.

yes ebay. I mean im so addicted! its like a drug. its like crack on the first try, you gotta have some more!

its like i'm becoming an online shopper addict.

i don't want to be, but i am.

luckily wayne said something POSITIVE about online shoppers in his song. i love him btw =]

well ebay is very convienent. you can manipulate people into YOUR prices, you can bribe them, you can find good pple who are willing to talk it out w/ you. man. its just...LOVE.

i love buying things so, its whatever. i go on ebay and its like all my problems are solved.

im sad, i go on ebay. im mad, i go on ebay. im bored, i go on ebay.

EBAY, EBAY, EBAY!

i nvr knew how cool you were...

Frank Lucas. Fckn Bo$$.

Realist White Boi I Know.

His lyrics are really dope...finally took some time and really listened today.

“When I say I'll murder my baby's mother, maybe I wanted to, but I didn't. Anybody who takes it literally is ten times sicker than I am.”--Eminem

this is suppose to be a bra...LMAO

i thought this was dope.

x funny.

Sasha Fierce is Dereon Photoshoot.

teyana.o.&c.beezy

didn't know they were all friends.

looks kind of weird though, this pic makes it seem as if they had just had sex or something.

STILL GOT LOVE FOR EM!

I Need A Girl (Remix)

Fab & Teyana KILLED THIS SHIT!!!

I promise!

"work & get that money on a weekday!!"-Fabo

He really been going hard lately. He has found himself, lil sxy ass. Shxt!

cleaning out my closet.

- today i deleted at least 250 pple from my page of myspace. its time for something new, i mean i don't care about these little websites x im too focused to be dedicated x update all the time. i feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders now that i got rid of some of those horrendous pple and faces! i can breath! i don't have to see those annoying statuses change every 5 seconds. y'all just don't know how happy i am! i know its not good to delete them now that im tryna promote my blog x be a fashion designer..but hey, if they notice im missing, they'll add me again. if they don't notice, i was never important. real spit! now that i did that, feel like im one step closer to find who i really am i a person. i mean i know who i am, but im finding my life. what i want to do so i won't make God & my mama disappointed. (Even though i wont) People are really dying from myspace anyway...its so 5 years ago. Bck when you had to lie about ur age because you wanted a myspace because it was "Cool." I mean...I let alot of stuff go today. Like giving up the false hopes of finding a man, letting go of Josh, letting go of DJ (finally), just i know what i want to do....Just give me time. I promise this life of mine won't go to waste.

loooovvvvvveeee.

wish i had the guts to do it.

dopeaxxrihanna!

the way i count it up x throw it in my louie bag.

theloveofmylife.

this is not just a quote. i'm in mad love w/ him.

gotta take time out, to shoutout...

All the dedicated pple who read my blog, THANK YOU. I'm real serious about this.

Special thanks to:

• Drizzie da Kidd.
• J.Marie
• J.Harris

Drizzie & J.Marie for being so dedicated and reading it everyday. and Jillian, for helping/convincing me to get it started. THANK YOU.

bare it all for a pic comment..

- I never understood the point of a half naked pic on myspace or any other website, but it all started with myspace;...is it to get exposure, attention, get noticed? ya'll know i'm always talking about myspace, or some virtual website, but, like how does it literally help you? Do guys like those type of things? I mean..I think they do it for a pic comment. Like....i had fun w/ my pics bck in the day but, I never took a naked one. I had ONE, CENSORED pic. I still had on pants...you could hardly see anything. Plus i had on a bra. But pple went crazy..I didn't do it for some comments though. Trust me, i have class. I did it because thats how i was feeling at the time. Probably was listening to my girl Trina. I also hate when pple ask me to comment their pics now. Dude, grow up. We are not 14, 15 anymore. Don't beg me for a pic comment. I only comment when i feel like it. DON'T ASK. I hate when these wack music pages add me, saying come listen to ur music. The only nigga music i listen to via myspace is VAN SOLO. You other dudes garbage. I could go on and on, but...its 9:43, x i have work in the morning, blah. So, thx for letting me vent, Part 2, coming quick.

-don.

The Cudder says...

"...I'm just a dreamer, turned true to life leaner...Born to do good so others can be believers..."

A Very Dope Dude.

The Cudder-


I really like Kid Cudi. He is starting to grow on me. He says the dopest, most awesomest quotes...like I FCKS W/ HIM. I been getting my Cudi up...I never doubted him though. He is cool w/ Kanye.

Marc Jacobs Bag..

Disappearing Acts??

So...i am involved with this guy or whatever. or shall i say [was]. Its been like a month since we've been talking, x everything is all good, until Tuesday night or whatever. THE NIGGA GOES MISSING! SO, i'm worried x stuff because i didn't talk to the dude NONE wednesday nor thursday, x now its friday, x we usually talk everyday. So now, im basically freaking out or whatever. I'm calling from different numbers, doing some real stalker type ish, x stuff because i'm thinking, "Naw, maybe its just me that he don't want to talk to." [which would still be real dirty] But i tell my nigga [J.Marie] to call the nigga, x he doesn't answer. I'm like, "Ok Cool, maybe he not missing, imma just blow this thing over." But then...........HE CALLS HER BACK! I'm like, "Oh hellllll nawwww!" Wtf? Dude tryna play me or what? I call. NO ANSWER. Basically, I'm done w/ his ass at this point because he is obviously tryna avoid me. AND NIGGAS NEVER GO MISSING ON ME, THIS WAS MY FIRST EXPERIENCE W/ THIS. I'm still tryna play it content, i'm on some "f*** all niggaz" ish at this point. I'm listening to Slim Thugga, J-Dawg, Ricky Ross, Weezy, Jeezy, Jay-Z. I'm back thuggin or whatever, but....it doesn't work. I txt him on Saturday. Yes, i did send a super friendly txt, only because i knew it would work! So he CALLS. YES HE CALLS! He says, my brother had my phone since Wednesday night. I'm like so, "He couldn't answer the phone and say, i got my lil bro phone?" He goes, "I told him not to answer none of my calls." So i'm sitting back like, "Wow, now ur bro probably think i'm a stalker, because i called so many times, ONLY because i'm a caring person x i thought something bad might've happened." We talking...and talking about it. HE DOESN'T EVEN APOLOGIZE for having me worried. I'm real pissed off at this point. Awkward silence. He hangs up. Then sends a txt saying, "Bae text me." Like why the fck do you wanna text me all the time?! You hate my voice or something....I give him an ultimatum, You wanna talk to me or what? He claims he still does. The moral of the story is: ALL NIGGAS ARE BXTCHES UNTIL I'M PROVEN OTHERWISE. YA'LL LIE TOO MUCH. NOT SAYING THAT FEMALES DON'T. BECAUSE EVERYBODY LIES. YA'LL LIE FOR NO APPARENT REASON. YOU THINK ITS COOL TO PLAY CHICKS? I MEAN DUDE....IF YOU WERE GONNA DISAPPEAR, YOU SHOULD'VE SAID SO! BOTTOM LINE, I'M BACK TO BEING THE DON. EVEN THOUGH I NEVER LEFT.


IM OUT!

[THX DRIZZIE dA KiDD & J.MARIE]

Louis Vuitton Damier Sistina Bag

Fabo in Complex Mag

where the sxy guys like him at? LOVE YOU FAB.

Teyana Taylor [Marrited To The Mob] Fall "09"

Yeezy & A.Rose [my favorite couple]

Real Dope..

1939 Vogue Covers

Back to school OR Back to lies?

As we all know, school is getting ready to start back up again. [11days , not including weekends]. I am so happy its my last year...man if you cant make it at JackYates, then you can't make it ANYWHERE lol. But yeah, its my last year x im realllyyy fckn excited. I'm ready to get high school over w/ and get on w/ my real life. No teachers to call parent, go to class when i want, etc. FREEDOM! [all thanks to God]. But what i really wanted to talk about was the FAKENESS i will see @ JY my senior year. I mean, niggas gon show they ass this year! They think they gon "be on they shit." Man, gtfoh! If you didn't have ya swagga tight the last three years, what makes this one so diff! Just because its ya senior year, or whatever year you in, you think you gon' shine hard or something? Naw, not at all dawg. You still gon be the same bummy, sorry ass person you were 3yearsago. I mean, how can you really determine how fly you will be the rest of the year. No one looks good 180 days of the year [which is how many days of school we have, class is now in session]. You'll probably wear all ur good clothes the first two weeks then what, repeat the cycle...like you dudes/females really trip me out w/ this.

I mean, i'm not doing anything different this year, besides having more fun, going to more parties, becoming more involved w/ school. I'm not gon lie, im gonna have some cool shit, but i'm not gon be "on my shit." Like what does that really mean? I just don't understand! If i didn't fck w/ you the last 3 years of my life, im not gonna talk to you this year. LITERALLY. NOTHING'S CHANGE THIS SUMMER. I just got more money lol. Naw, im not bragging. Lets cut the bull guys, School is School. I'm not tryna impress NOBODY at the school. I'm tryna get my diploma x go to COLLEGE. The biggest step in [my] life. I'm tryna be a designer, i promise you my dreams WILL COME TRUE. If i work extremely hard, x i will. I'm a very determind girl, trust me.

Other than that, ALL YA'LL PLASTIC. THE END.

[oh x im comin real hard on the blog senior year, don't be surprised if you see ya face, i don't care if i am "Most Hated/Envied." Just know i'm coming hard....you will respect it.]

Kanyeezy'z Quota..

"...IT SCARES ME TO THINK WHAT PEOPLE WILL BELIEVE, WITHOUT EVEN A SOURCE. ANY RANDOM PERSON CAN TYPE SOMETHING ON THE INTERNET AND THEN THE WORLD BELIEVES IT. I DON'T TALK TO PRESS OR DO TV OR DO PROMOTIONS OF ANY SORT. I'VE STOPPED CHASING AND BUYING INTO FAME. FAME IS LIKE CIGARETTES WITH NO SURGEON GENERAL WARNING. IT DESTROYS MOST PEOPLE AS IT DID TO THE TRUE AND ONLY KING OF POP. WE EXPLOIT OURSELVES AND EAT OUR OWN EGOS 'TILL THERE IS NOTHING LEFT. I HAVE A FEELING THAT THIS WON'T BE THE LAST FALSE STATEMENT WITH MY NAME ON IT, BUT THIS WILL BE THE LAST TIME I DEFEND MYSELF. I'M DONE.."

-kanye o. west = RESPECT FROM DON DIVA.

"Kim Possible" & My Niece...

my niece, Taina, got to meet the voiceover for "Kim Possible." She's actually the same girl from "Even Stevens", but i would've never know....it was cool. Wish it could've been Weezy or somebody though, but thx anyway;

Louis V. Price Tag ($3,000).

thx, drizzie.