cleaning out my closet.

- today i deleted at least 250 pple from my page of myspace. its time for something new, i mean i don't care about these little websites x im too focused to be dedicated x update all the time. i feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders now that i got rid of some of those horrendous pple and faces! i can breath! i don't have to see those annoying statuses change every 5 seconds. y'all just don't know how happy i am! i know its not good to delete them now that im tryna promote my blog x be a fashion designer..but hey, if they notice im missing, they'll add me again. if they don't notice, i was never important. real spit! now that i did that, feel like im one step closer to find who i really am i a person. i mean i know who i am, but im finding my life. what i want to do so i won't make God & my mama disappointed. (Even though i wont) People are really dying from myspace anyway...its so 5 years ago. Bck when you had to lie about ur age because you wanted a myspace because it was "Cool." I mean...I let alot of stuff go today. Like giving up the false hopes of finding a man, letting go of Josh, letting go of DJ (finally), just i know what i want to do....Just give me time. I promise this life of mine won't go to waste.