REALizing.

I'm starting to sort of rise up x realize, if you will, about how much procrastinating i been doing lately. Don't get me wrong. I do alot of ambitioius shit as a 17 year old young lady. But i can do more. I'm realizing I don't need alot of people, as much as I thought I did. I am realizing, I don't think I'm ready for a relationship. I just need a friend.. A.. Umm how can i describe "him".. I need like a.. I can't put in a specific category right now..but i know what I want. I use to think how i always needed a boyfriend, then my life might be complete. Trust me that isn't the case. I have/had one and my life still the same. Still the strong, indepedent woman like i was before i went into the relationship. God puts us through everything for a reason and its a better possibility at the end of the road. So I won't ever stop pushing. Of course there are people who don't think my designs are good enough for a clothing line, but you think i will stop there? Hell no. I am about to start creating clothes as soon as i purchase my sewing machine via EBay. I mean nothing will stop me. Nothing. If God thinks this is meant to be, then it will happen. And I want this badly, Hope God sees my determination. Thanks for listening..

-don.